A Simple Life

DP: Now U See Me, Now U See The New Me !

2006-05-25T22:33:00.000+08:00

Many things has happened and well it has its pro and cons i would say...
anyway time to move on le...
Some might say becos your life is too peaceful thus you want to try something interesting to excite your life ?
Bet your life on it ? I think so too ... lolx...

Anyway so long never blog le then previous photos, happenings and moods has no value in mentioning le....

but now life has changed move on, and i am picking up the pieces ... well feeling extremely lonely hahaha... that is why so many friends matchmake me ... hahaha...
okie lah meet new friends haha....

but hor lets see...
ME in the NEW PAPER BIG WALK

Then After the BIG WALK

Me n Ken

DP: The Song I Want To Learn - Super Woman By 曹格

2006-05-17T23:37:00.000+08:00

歌曲：super woman
歌手：曹格专辑：曹格首张创作专辑

early in the morning i put breakfast at your table
一夜都没睡但我不曾如此清醒
我早餐准备了你爱吃的东西
这次换我等你被咖啡的香味叫醒
想要找回每天早晨对我微笑着的你
还能够做些什么代替我的歉意
总是望着我小心翼翼顺着我呼吸
而我竟然理所当然让你精疲力尽
you were my superwoman
安静的在身边无条件给我梦寐以求的温柔
but i am only human
我怎么不懂你多寂寞残忍的犯了错
不能失去你 ooh-babe---
ooh—babe---
you fought your way through the rush hour
try to make it home just for me
月光下静静靠着彼此只求夜长一点
有多久没有好好看你只是认定了我
无论在什么时候回头都有你的笑容
是我忽略了你也会有想要哭的感觉
没有一种付出应该永远心甘情愿
再给被宠坏的男人最后一次机会
换我忍耐换我等待不要真的弃权
you were my superwoman
安静的在身边无条件给我梦寐以求的温柔
but i am only human
我怎么不懂你多寂寞残忍的犯了错
不能失去你 ooh-babe---
是我把爱想得太简单
以为只要我存在就能让你取暖
心里唯一的superwoman没有人能代替
不能想像更不能原谅这样让爱化成灰烬
you were my superwoman
安静的在身边无条件给我梦寐以求的温柔
but i am only human(希望只是一个只是一个人)
我怎么不懂你多寂寞残忍的犯了错(不能失去你)
if you feel it in your heart and you understand me.
stop right where you are, everybody sing along with me
you were my superwoman
安静的在身边无条件给我梦寐以求的温柔
but i am only human
我怎么不懂你多寂寞残忍的犯了错(不能失去你)
you were my superwoman
ooo~yes,u were
安静的在身边无条件给我梦寐以求的温柔
but i am only human
我怎么不懂你多寂寞残忍的犯了错(不能失去你)

DP: Song Of My Life Now: Wang Lee Hom : 一首简单的歌

2006-05-17T23:20:00.000+08:00

一首简单的歌

这世界很复杂,
混淆我想说的话
我不懂,
太复杂的玩法
什么样的礼物
能够永远记得住
让幸福别走的太仓促
云和天,蝶和花
从来不需要说话
断不了依然日夜牵挂
唱情歌,说情话
只想让你听清楚
我爱你是唯一的倾诉

写一首简单的歌,
让你的心情快乐
爱情就像一条河
难免会碰到波折
这一首简单的歌,
并没有什么独特
好像我
那么的平凡却又深刻

我一直在思考
让你了解我的好
却忘了
常常对你微笑
失去的忘记的
我会尽力去弥补
你是我最珍贵的财富

简单的歌
wo~
en~

好像我
那么的平凡却又
深刻

DP: A Week Of Festive Season

2005-12-28T00:00:00.000+08:00

Yo ppl,
been long that i have blogged haha...
but then got reason de mah ... but main reason is i am too tired and also lazy haha...
k lazy stand a larger portion... recently like dunno what to do sia ...
pc having problems but dun want to fix it...
want to mod pc but then lazy to do it...
want to play game but lazy to reinstall haha...

well last week was a week to rem man ... here is the summary
i slept like only 3 hrs per weekday...
then friday was the office celebration and then church carolling then gaming till 8 in the morning ... reach home then slept at 10am... woke up at 4pm then went to Xmas party at my FGM place then went to bowl at MS till 4plus then supper till 6 plus ...
Reached home like 7 plus... not forgetting so heng saw a mei nu infront of my bus queue so sort of chatted with her... lol ...
then no time to sleep cos church at 9 so watch my anime... till 8 then zoomed to Nat church...
after church, we went to lunch at suntec and i bought my 1GB SD ultra X card le haha now really broke... haha...
Then after lunch went shopping awhile, before i met my poly mate JZ for more shopping
after which we went gaming .... till like 8...
before i realise i am already in my stage 3 of concussion liao... haha after close to 30hrs of not sleeping...
then rush home then take my dinner around 10pm then i totally knocked out...
haha
boy That was Xmas...

Stay tuned... Photo Blog will be coming up once my pics are ready...

The Office PArty Blog
The Caroling BLog
The Xmas Eve Party Blog
The Xmas Church Blog...

haha so many but wonder am i hardworking enough or not wor haha...
haha

Here is One Pic Then

DJ Jeremy - Thanks to Anthony For making this Happen... Ur Ang Pow Coming Soon !

DP: Many days of shopping and going out with Sam

2005-12-19T23:28:00.000+08:00

Hmm guys been busy recently cos no time to blog at work and then after work got lots of activities ... not forgetting all the Xmas stuff...
lol my company xmas card design by me loh haha...
WoW haha wonder why wor cos only one guy in IT and that is me wahahaha...

been going out with dicky sam loh ,..
got lots of pics of him me and natty...
will post later...

haiz someone is super busy that she cant reply my sms ...
sad sad sad ... wonder if i can jio an angel for this coming xmas haha...
but well life is full of dreams ... just tat i have been daydreaming always haha

DP: Sitex 2005

2005-12-01T00:05:00.000+08:00

Sitex 2005 very boring but then i am sure there is something that will make me rem this event...

anyway been there 3days... call me mad or what but 3 days to a boring show haha...
well i have my reasons haha...
dun kaypo too much yah... something meant to be kept and not be published...

first day went with zijian and natty cos want to check it out his new cammy...
then take a look but then was quite a short one though...
but then this day happen to be the start of many days haha...

NAt N Jian JIan

hmm a power graphics card is in the house

XFX 7800GTX XXX series ... it costs around 1.4k loh !

Asus PC

The Second Day... Came with JZ man...
Hell we sucks in Quake 4 haha... but then well we did took some pics loh !
Thanks for companying though i know u are very bored at home haha !
Plus i still give u free tix for Big boy toys haha ! so muz Thank Me also ah !

JZ in ACtion

Me In Action ( Damn it I Look FAT FAT FAT , Muz Diet ! )

Pics With Razer Girl ( Pls Do not Copy the file and post it elsewhere Thanks )

I find this ger abit like FANN WONG ...

MEi n Me - Mei A very sweet looking girl ! She is a New Paper New Face Finalist wor

Another one With Mei -> Muz Really go Diet le !

Some Creative Girls that is so kind to let me take pics

Brother Girl whom i think might be jian jian friend

Well that is about all ba... Perhaps the next show will be a better one...
The pics aint great cos still figuring how to use the cams effect...
so sorry guys and gers if the pics aint ur likings....

DP: Malacca Trip

2005-11-30T23:52:00.000+08:00

Yo ppl,

Got time to update my blog... but full of pics k... cos trigger happy recently with new cam...
and why can update now cos i very bad mood so dun want to play game !

The malacca trip was super fun ! good organisation and nice apartment though...
got one room for myself as everyone who have slept with me b4 know i am a TRAIN haha...

Really enjoy the trip wor...

lets view the pic then ...

The Mahkota Hotel Front

The Hotel Internal

The Mahkota Shopping MAll

A Famosa Water World... Quite boring though W.W.W more fun !

Some Landmarks of Malacca

The Windmill

Ships

The Red Church

Lastly FOOD !!!

CHICKEN RICE BALL ---> but i din get to eat it ! too many ppl

DP: One Pic to Sia U All First

2005-11-21T22:33:00.000+08:00

yo ppl

I Present To U All --- DURIAN CHENDOL ---

More Pics coming on... once i organise the folder !
I think the pic is quite well taken ... heehee give comments wor !

DP: The Day My Winning Streak Has Been Broken !

2005-11-06T23:03:00.000+08:00

Hmm well my winning streak at mahjong has been finally broken...
hmm at vic bro gf place... lauren place...
must be becos she also born in the year of chicken then i cannot chant the chicken to me haha !

well she got alot of dogs 3 to be exact...
had a fun day at there though ! hmm well if she ever come to my blog !
Cheer Up Girl ! heehee it has yet to be over ! Believe in urself and ur r/s !

Here is the Pics ! Nice Doggies !

Me and Rusty

Nat And Rusty

Vic And Rusty

Lucky

More of Rusty

DP: Dining With Nat And ViC

2005-11-05T11:43:00.000+08:00

Hmm after visiting my colleague at hospital cos she just gave birth...
boy i love babies...
but din get to see her baby cos premature then in icu...
all these in next post when i have their permission to publish their pic...

after that went dining with my colleague and then to our main topic, dining with nat and Vic again haha....

hmm lets see

Me and Vic

Me And Natty - haiz i look fatter shit !

Nat And Vic

Old Man Nat haha

The Food Platter - The Crabstick was Nice wor

Lastly Vic Thanks for the Treat wor... If NAtty and U all want the pic tell me i send it to u all .... din post the rest cos might make u all embarassed haha

DP: Recent Stuff Happening ? UBIN

2005-11-05T10:54:00.000+08:00

Hmm lets us post what has i been doing with PIC heehee

Now the trip at ubin with KT...
Damn Rain rain rain... but trust me i was riding without a raincoat and at full speed ! Super shiok ! no brakes, skidded ! fell down haha !
Only got 2 pics though

Me With Zelot

The group Pic

DP: Completion of the Grand Slam - lappie

2005-11-03T23:52:00.000+08:00

Yo guys and girls,

heehee got my digicam le ! heehee
Casio S500 -
well complete my Grand Slam for the year so now can start saving again...
unless i got 冲动 again... haha...

anyway well post pics soon !
sentosa pics coming real soon ba hehee !

DP: End Year Resolution

2005-10-18T10:33:00.000+08:00

Hmm i suppose we are in the last quarter of the year liao...
boy that is fast man !
next year i will be 25...
so lets see what i want to achieve by the end of this year !

The 10 Things I want to Achieve and Get

1) A Digicam - S500 or Ixus 750 i hope but then deep in my heart : D70, CAnon 350D ?
2) My Home Network ( Coralzzz Paradize ) be up with my linux Server or win2003 server
3) A full Modding and Overclocking of my PC - Project Deep Blue
4) My study plan - Most pro a Professional Cert partly subsidised by company. (MCSE ba)
5) My Degree plan - Still wondering want to like Hui to take up psychology bo since i am quite interested in it or to take a IT or Biz deg
6) To settle all my family stuff... ( that is going to be huge... if it is settled, most pro my wallet will be even smaller liao)
7) To get a 23 Inch LCD TV !
8) To be part of BF2 SAF Clan haha !
9) To spend more time with my family and friends haha
10) To Strike Lottery ! haha this one mah quite difficult wor ! haha

Anyway this is just a guideline ba... well it might be hilarious or impractical but well sometimes life u just have to treat it like this...
Being too serious aint going to help ... but of cos being too lenient to urself will also cos harm to u...

the important thing in life i found out is called balance...
if u know how to balance and weigh ur priority and then put in the efforts required, i think it is quite easy to achieve what u want in ur life.

DP: What have I been doing ?

2005-10-18T10:22:00.000+08:00

hmm yo guys and girls that visits my blog lah.
sorry it is kinda of dead recently cos well busy doing alot of irrelevant stuff...
call me a slacker or perhaps a person with no plan in future.
but for now, i just want to relax myself before i start to finalise the plan of my life.

so what have i been doing ? hmm have to say first, pics will be posted soon but then expect little cos bo digicam !

Lets start with my gaming.
Have been intensively playing games like BF2, WArcraft DOTA, CS, CS condition Zero, Tian Long Ba Pu. Then super into BF2 and Dota now... Might be joining a Gaming clan after i went to the recent CPL - Cyberathlete Professional League. Damn Pro !!!

Then recent weeks, have been playing mahjong with my army friends and of cos winning their $$$ to sponsor my KTV on sat K-Lunch ! haha
U can never believe the power of Chanting !!! haha Ask my Mahjong Kakis and they know ! The Power of the Chicken chant and all the animals and flowers haha !
Maybe recently abit lucky ba ! dun worry u all will have ur revenge... haha...

Has been going to KTV quite often... almost once a week wor haha... perhaps now the voice abit better than b4 ba...

Then went to Ubin just last sunday ... was caught in the rain but then cycling high speed in the rain is way damn cool ! racing through the puddles of water mud then skidding off the T junction , sort of doing a Drift haha !

That comes to the next item i am engrossed in !
ANIME ! haha have been watching Initial D anime like siao ! Some others are Bleach, Haiyakuya Maids, FF7 ... Naruto Natty u say burn for me one hor dun forget... Waiting for shaman king and P.O.T.

So all these has occupied my daily life like till 4-5 am haha !
u can expect to see a panda when u meet me cos haha only 2-3 hrs of sleep per day...

The Bday ! Continued

2005-09-20T00:42:00.001+08:00

Hmm continued from last post,

Thanks for attending the dinner on sat though everyone is tired esp me when i go clubbing till morning 8 haha...
anyway nice dinner and hmm ant is so rich haha ! branded clothes ! haha
can foresee he follow his brother footsteps wor ! haha

anyway after the nice dinner whereby hui intro de.
we went to Settlers though hui and po po never go... else will be chaotic i think haha ! Firstly Thanks natty for Guiding me haha... might have irritate u by calling so many times.

hmm THanks ANt for shooting me so many times ah !
hmm very nice place and also to destress ourselves or stress ourselves by memorising the sounds of animals ? MOO, PSST, KUA, MEOW, COK COK GaH, Maaaa, Woof, and the best one from pi pi !!!! HOOT HOOT hahaha pi pi as usual so violent want to hoot lang ! haha

Maybe we make settler a daily affair though ant say buy the games then bring to pi gu place to play ?

Thanks for all the stuff k... haha

Next thanks natty for the dinner outing and the TUAS adventure haha !
was quite surprise tat u actually rem my bday haha !

Next to my collegues that bought me the toy monkey at the office ...
will post pics on that haha... hopefully they dun do anything to me tomorrow haha

The Bday...

2005-09-18T02:33:00.000+08:00

Hmm long time din post le cos well going out like the whole 2 week haha.
anyway here is the update of what is going on...
anyway my bday present for myself...
instead of the camera which i din buy cos well perhaps can use the money for other things later ba... maybe next month then get ba...
my expensive mouse...
dun ask me why i spent so much... 60 bucks for the mouse. its original is at 90
i aint rich but just that would rather spend on something that i like ba...

anyway thanks for the guys and girls for making the chalet and the dining outing so perfect...And raymond thanks for the chocolate, u shouldnt have. the company is all i need de.
nothing can buy happiness, others than that there is always a mastercard haha !
... abit late for the chalet thanks though. no pic now ,will upload later !

anyway the chalet is quite fun and relaxing which is why we have it....
cos we are now in the next stage of our life and there aint much things for us to gather around and have fun together... apart from my snoring of cos ...
that one sorry ah cannot control... muz have awaken the sleepy heads that needs their beauty sleep.
Now to give Thanks to the Chalet Committee

Ping Zi - The Head Planner and the Chalet Booker. Thanks for the all the troubles caused to just book the chalet. And also the foods

Anthony - The chief Chef of the night, Food planner and the loving Bf of Ailing haha !

Ailing - The Chief Chef Personal assistant cum server - Really glad u came ! u bring out a diff anthony ! heehee

Liyi - Hmm Liyi become more hyper and talkative ! haha And was nearly drunk tat night ! Good luck to ur work yah !

Liming - Hmm The Main Star Of the night cum Fellow Idol poser hehee where our pic wor haha !

Raymond - The person that beats me in my Winning 11... And the person whose ears got internal ear mugs as he slept beside me and still can sleep haha !

Popo - hmm po po thanks for coming despite so tired from ur work at the hospi wor ! U really damn daring ! hehee

Zhenhui - haha hmm the co prawn eater culprit that eats finish all the prawns with me haha. Too bad u din stay for the last night wor ! So what u want for ur bday ah ? haha

Darrell - Hmm the alcohol provider and also the lantern decorator... hmm u ah make anthony drunk haha... thanks for coming too yah ! haha

To be Cont... ( with the thanks for the bday dinner outing )

Some Pic Of My PC SETUP !

2005-08-20T20:54:00.000+08:00

hmm guys as i today go spent $$$ again at SLS or Sim Lim Square.
haha boy i really mad le haha...
anyway at least i din collect my lava lamp yet loh ...

PS: the pic is super blur due to the equipment used which is my phone haha... and lighting quite dim haha...

well the item that i bought is my new RS MMC card and external card reader for my PC.

THE PC SETUP AKA REEF BLUE (INCOMPLETE)

THE LCD - SAMSUNG 17inch LCD 713N
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THE MOUSEPAD - BLUE LED MOUSEPAD WITH 4 USB PORT
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THE KEYBOARD - SAITEK ECLIPSE BLUE TRU V LED KEYBOARD
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DP: Addiction !

2005-08-08T01:11:00.001+08:00

Yo ppl,

it has been long that i have been updating my blog, the reason is becos the new com is up and it ROXs haha... and then i installed like more than 5 games so that busy chionging game...

Recent events were celebrating LIYI bday, Sending Samuel DA MAN back to Australia plus all the LATE for work due to the MIDNIGHT companionship to OUR MAN haha...
That Mustafa MIdnight shopping was way too madness man bro ! hahaha.... and the recent WElcome back Ping Zi ANd Her BDay !

Well we all had fun for sure but then haha...
boy am i addicted to spending money hahaha...
not that i am RICH OR TIO TOTO or not ...
just tat i spent my recent months of saving into buying my com, my new hp and some new PC stuff which some i think might be redundant but still i bought it haha....
and well after calculation and my bank summary via I-Banking haha...
I am astonished by the amount of money spent haha...
A whopping 4K haha... that inclusive of my pay for the both month... which is still okie i think cos the basic PC setup aND hp cost alot man haha both already costs me close to 2.5k le haha...
but really boy i am addicted in signing nets or using my debit haha...
but then i am back to saving again le...
i hope this time will be a long time one but then i want to buy a digicam haha so maybe also will not last hahaha !!!

Few things to Announce and Give Thanks to:

1) For those who have came to Liyi bday, thanks alot cos i organise halfway and then went to ICT and many thanks to the personnels that took over ...
Hope Liyi had a great time for that.

2) Thanks Sam for all the midnight treats and driving me around boy ! Ur Da Man ! but the next time i see u, u will be heading back to camp for ur remaining service boy !

3) Thanks for all that went for the surprise gathering for the miss BEAUTY TAN BDAY haha... Have to Thanks liming for being the middle woman in contact with darrell and ping's parents !

4) Thanks to all the middlemen that is getting for me all my MAss Order for my pc parts ! UR offers rocks man ! but sad to say have to deal with u all abit later !

The Deals yet to close is the Saitek BLUE LED keyboard, the Razor Diamondback PLasma and the Blue LAva lamp and also the XP 90 with BLUE LED scythe fan. Sorry guys for the delay... doing some financial calculation. U can contact me at my mobile if u really come to my blog.

Anyway this month have to SAVE le hahaha !!! so anyone want to treat me for lunch dinner hahaha !

DP: Thanks Ppl For Helping

2005-07-18T23:24:00.000+08:00

Hmm have to give a very big thanks to the ppl that helped me on last saturday ...

firstly to KEn cos he willing to spare some of his time to company to sim lim square to get my PC hee...
later then thanks him again.

next to thanks the VR ZONE pros that help in finalising my rig !
THanks alot man ! That will be SHamino, AlvinDj and jason.

THe pc rox ! haha...
Anyway here is the rig spec though it is considered average ba.

MY RIG SPEC

MOBO : DFI LAN PARTY ULTRA D with SLI FUNCTION
CPU : AMD 64 BITS 3000+ Venice Core for Overclocking
RAMS : 1GHZ PAtriot PC 3200 400 mhz RAMS
Grap : XFX 6600 GT 128 MB EXTREME - Getting another one soon to SLI it
HDD : SEAGATE 80GB SATA 8MB 7200RPM
CASE : CM 5
SOUND: ALTEC LANSING ATP3
DVDrw: LG
PSU : VERIDIUM VORTE 420w - Might change to 520 OCZ at the end of the year
KB : LG WIRELESS - changing to a LED optical keyboard
MOUSE: CREATIVE FOC - Will get the RAZOR DIAMONDBACK GAMER MOUSE! heehee
LCD : SAMSUNG 713n 8 MS
LAMP : BLUE LAVA LAMP

WISHLIST
ZALMAN RESERVATOR - Muz Save le...

Hmm after buying the com that costs me 1.5 - 1.6k which is under budget lah ...
cos initial rig spec hits 2k haha without LCD.
But no choice muz buy the GRAND SLAM BY this year haha...

Anyway thanks ken again for the fabulous dinner and for ur mum treat man...
without U my pc cannot work at all cos no OS and OFfice haha !
thanks alot...

PS: this post is very long le just that hor too lazy and busy fixing up my PC

DP: FIRST DAY IN ICT

2005-07-05T21:58:00.000+08:00

Hmm hi guys and girls,
wondering why i can blog now ?
haha cos i am on att C / MC...
eh not chao keng one k... but freaking body cannot make it man ..
dunno when tio the virus man...

anyway the first day of ICT was quite boring and my reservist unit is one GA RANG unit loh... haha...
well was not feeling well then perhaps caught a cold in the rainy morning then was feverish the whole of monday.
after some training then during admin time i feel that i cannot make it le.
then went to report sick.
and guess what i thought i was feeling still okie but then my temp was like 39 degree.
haha boy was i shocked and well was given 2 days mc to go home and rest.
boy was i scared tat my ICT will tio cancelled off but heng my OC still not bad so i have to go back tomorrow to continue !
Take carez ya ppl ... esp weather is such freaking bad recently !

DP: ICT For The Whole Of Next Week

2005-07-04T00:26:00.000+08:00

Today post will be short and simple.
Cos i wil be going to ICT starting from the 4th till 8th...
haha boy i was stunned cos well i totally forgot about this ICT training cos i sent the SAF 100 to my previous employer which is HP.
And today after packing all my army stuff, i realised i lost so many stuff man !
DAMN IT ..

anyway i will not be doing any business le cos i still not very zai to startup one ! haha

anyway ppl do take care of yourself k ...
And I wIll miss U all Esp My Penguin ! heehee
cannot give u afternoon call le wor !
Good luck for ur interview ! heehee

PS: Liyi bday u guys and girls will have to settle it le wor... Thanks
And so sorry in the end i have to burden u all le !

DP: Life Is Full Of Dilemmas, And Cross Roads...

2005-06-30T00:06:00.000+08:00

Hmm Life is full of dilemmas and crossroads...
All it takes is just one opportunity and now u are the one making the decisions...
Perhaps the step u take forward might bring give u a break and well bring u to greater heights...
but perhaps it might also be just throwing u into a flame pit for u to burn out in ashes.

What do i actually want ? Am I Capable Of Doing What I think I cAn Do ?
MY LIfe My Way but it still involves many beside me...

Aargh... sometimes it just sucks man ! cos u know u want to do it and yet firstly u lack the money to do it and well u lack the confidence to complete ur mission as if u really start, the capital u have borrowed will be based on a trust relationship.

Plus u do not know whether U are able to gain the confidence and trust of others...

Okie To be clear.
I was given a opportunity to startup a IT solution company and get a franchise from this company called Aces... Its Mother Company is called Advantus.
First this company is having this sister company that is coming out with this ACes project. This is the franchise.
So basically u pay the franchise. then they will train u in ways of technical and also management and also marketing skills.
Apart from that, they will provide u with a helpdesk center, a 24 hr helpdesk hotline and also its engineers.
U will be part of the Branding as a group as ACES.
Basically have already checkout the company. they are microsoft partner of the year.
meaning they are quite trustworthy.
and the franchise is one nice idea by its founder.
of cos there is its disadvantage as in since the company is only urself so u will have to do everything urself. thus will be hard work and not like the present where i can shake legs do some IT stuff and get pay and job benefits.
The franchise is 5K not a big sum of money but then well it really depends on which direction my company is heading cos well i predict i will also need some upfront capital to startup. of cos they will have to take some parts of ur income as part of the royalty fees. but well for a start they do provide u with quite strong foundation

And that i will have to sacrifice my nice working environment by the end of next year.

Here comes the break, if it really takes place as predicted, then well i will have my own company loh.

now is the part whereby whether i am able to make it as u all know we guys have just orded not long ago and well our working experience is juz of less than one year.

yes be realistic is the case but then how many dares to dream....
and dares to accept failure...
this is what i really want to know and whether i can do it or not...

SIGNED
DILEMMA SHEEP

DP: Sorry If U Feel Betrayed Or Offended

2005-06-29T23:54:00.000+08:00

Hmm firstly,
A Big Apology to those that find my financial agent offensive or find it too annoying
Basically din know he will call to you all so late cos previously i did send an sms to all to ask whether u all want to know about fincancial planning so i tot he should already call u all up le.
Fret not that he is those kind of Insurance agents that does force sales.
Perhaps u might think i am ignorant and believe in what he said.
but well u do have a choice of not to believe him. but u will never know whether what he can brings to u de.
Enough said... all i can say is that i just want to let u all know more cos i believe he can give more than others.
For those who find it irritating and betrayed becos i gave out ur number to him,
i am very sorry.
And to those who is really pissed off, pls tell me so that i will not do so in future if i got any good lobangs.

DP: The Day Everything Went Smoothly...

2005-06-21T22:36:00.000+08:00

I am so happy today haha...
Cos at least one of the Aims for this year has been achieved le.
That is to get the bloody Driving License man !
P PLATE LOH hahaha...

The Test:
I was waiting at the room for my allocation. Then i saw this tester came in and guess what he is the one that gave me the power 64 demerits pts the first time i took my TP. This is my second. I was like damn jialat liao will it be so suay tio him again.
Then I saw the Route planning. Eh Route 10 ? My god that is the same route i took tat time... BU hui ba...

I got this feeling that i will be the first one to go. and Boy am i right. And guess who came in. Mr CHa... The same tester ! boy am i suay. but then deep down i told myself that i cannot fail this time cos if like that got to take advance again since it is expiring soon. Plus i already spent alot on driving le. It is spoiling alot of my plans.

So i went out with him, give him a gleam smile. And guess what he rem me !!! my god !
The guy that i gave 64 demerits pts. UP LORRY liao haha.

anyway i went to the car, check everything. then he say go...
just after the turn, he tapped on the vehicle. indicating E brake...
i was like huh ? then i realise DAMN muz E-brake ! haha i e-brake not on time then minus pts. wah liew in my heart i felt jialat liao he is out to tekan me !
then next directional change, tio this stupid guy... i already turning in then he stopped so close to me, then the tester told me should see behind vehicle. my mistake lah this. then i requested to reverse to the start spot. then everything went smoothly.

then came the road after s-course, he din tell me where to turn so i ask him ? then he scolded me saying that there is only one direction which is left, but my instructor did ask me to turn right b4 loh. i din argue. Juz give him the calm look and the look that shows "I WANT THAT LICENSE OF MINE" haha.

After which everything went smoothly...
Then we went to the room, he chat with me then passed me the paper i see liao happy sia !!!! 14 pts !!! EQUAL PASS !!!!!!
Yeah i nearly want to shout hahaha...
it really feels great man !

After which wanted to go buy PC today de, but realise too troublesome liao so din go. instead meet up with Juzhao and shanqian !
went to SLS to get my colleague thumbdrive and collect price lists again haha...
hopefuully this week can get the pc le...

anyway hope the smooth journey does not end so soon...
Lets Pray that this is just the beginning and the end is way beyond sight.
Everyone Take Carez...

DP: The Old Poly Days

2005-06-21T00:58:00.000+08:00

Hmm today after work meet up with my YR 2 and Yr 3 poly mates...
boy times flies...
everyone seems to grow out of their poly life...
and now become a new bunch of human beings.
me too has grown too...childish or mature it depends on how others see me ba.

Hmm ppl that went was Me, Kailing, Marcus, Zul, Brenda, Malcom, Jingtian, Norhida and Shanqian.
We had our dinner at swensens. nice one too ! heee
we chat around having the same old fun... times really past man...
i was not tat close b4 but then it seems everyone though lost touch for so long was able to blend so nicely and so perfectly.
Really I felt this is wat life is all about...
after having suffer through ur daily work, meeting ur old friends can really chill and calm ur tedious souls.

Everyone though seems old but then we can see we miss those days of being carefree.
If only we are willing to get close and know more of each other b4.
but then it is never too late cos the friendship will always be there.

QP:

After watching the Iron Ladies, i really felt that the world is so marvellous to contain so many diff kind of ppl. But as long there is love for each other there can be communication.
Really want to go around the world to know more about ppl.
The BAI CI dream is to go to thailand to write a article on these ppl that despite their gender blunder strives hard and well be normal that everyone accepts them as part of the community.
Now that is humane...

anyway i think jung this character is really damn influencing ...
here i place a pic of him/her.

Cute Right ?

DP: My Weekend + Congrats to Ant

2005-06-19T23:43:00.000+08:00

Yo Firstly muz congrats my buddy ANthony for getting himself a GF le !
Yeah now we no longer can be gay buddy le haha...
anyway hope everything will works well for u 2...
if got any problems with r/s, can find me wor haha... after all i am a love consultant haha...
damn i going to be so lonely le haha... but then i am quite used to it le...
as u can see my previous posts all very alone de.

anyway got another piece of good news.
our poly de liang also got gf le...
hmm bless them too !

hmm now the post.
friday i went outing with my colleagues... feel quite bad cos i was actually just chup go in de... cos they sort of see me like friday night got nothing to do and nowhere to go.
come to think of it... my friday always very ke lian de wor.
haha... friendless sia !
anyway went makan at funan and met my ex colleague.then went to mu chuan to hear ppl sing, then went to partyworld to sing haha...
my singing still cannot make it haha...
need more training wor... Looking for KTV buddies ?

SAt was like a rest day. din want to go out wor.
juz stay at home to relax and rest.
life is such a routine thing nowadays...
is this part of my life le ?

sun after waking up late then makan then went for driving lesson... cos the TP is coming soon man... sTress haha... after spending so much $$$ on it, better get it done this time man...
then after driving went for bball... hmm this leaves a power impression to me today.
cos i overheard some kids the most pri 2-3 saying damn crude vulgarities and acting like gangster man...
all the C and B and F all came out ...
what is this world coming too...
is our education so rigid and our lifestyles so advance that our moral values and etiquettes has long been forgotten...

anyway am still adapting to the loner life...
though i wishes for a companion but then now is not the time...
if u happen to be here, i am really so sorry ah...
to have hurt u....

DP: The Day I Touch Down At The Very Same Place !

2005-06-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hmm today at the spur of my mind, i took a urgent half day leave.
Cos I suddenly wanted to go back to the place where my next stage of life has happen.

That Is Tekong...
This is the first time back ever since i have been out from SISPEC...
Boy I could say i miss the place for its teaching and well perhaps the suffering...
but nevertheless the bond that i once had when i was in BMT and in Sispec...
but too bad Sispec cannot go in ... even my ex company Pegasus also cannot...

The first thing that remind me of it, our very FAST CRAFT... Penguin ..
well the first one was a stinky penguin cos it stinks...
and well we wait and wait ... the common thing in SAF... haha

then comes the ceremony ... well it reminds me of my time..
the suffering and well this time round my bro batch is so lucky to have cloudy weather then no need to march 24km to the POP..
perhaps now Army is more Xing Fu le ? compare to my time which is already quite xing fu ?

anyway when i look at my bro with his buddies... well it brought me back to my BMT days...
boy i miss all my buddies that stick upon me !
the training we gone through in order to pass our BMT...
well nowadays no need pass everything also can pass out le.
hmm perhaps a new generation !
nothing to complain and compare though ...

anyway after seeing my bro and his friends, really make me missed my army days man !
esp the sispec life that i twice took it...
the island taunted as the living prison of all guys in SG, was yet a reminiscing place to be remember and placed in part of my life history book...

DP: I Am Ready To Take On Any Challenges !

2005-06-05T22:16:00.000+08:00

hmm sat sentosa trip really calm me alot haha...
being alone make u think haha... not to the extend of being too extreme...
i suppose i will take things as it comes...
i decided to spend my saving to build a new pc and buy a hp ...
haha...
and this time no more mistake le...
anyway today bought the lcd so it is no turning back le...
slowly build and learn ba...
have alot of plans... hopefully all can fulfill ...

the LCD is shiok man !!! haha 17 inch Samsung hahaha !!!
using my old pc with lousy graphic card also damn clear and nice !!!
wait till i buy a digicam or my hp then i show u all k...
but hp pic muz wait till i build my pc cos then i will have the card reader haha...
suppose the hp, digicam, pc will clear out my saving of more than 3k haha...
but then after that there will be no more spending ...
and time to save money for the study le...
haha...

DP: What A Saturday !

2005-06-04T23:20:00.000+08:00

Hmm lets starts with the gathering of 2SIB signallers though only 13 ppl turn out.

- The Long Awaited Lunch -

The Reason: To meet with Encik for a Long Awaited Meal...
The Reason: Cos We really respect him for what he has taught us and given us during our stay at 2SIB.

Venue: Dragon Gate Restaurant ( DIM SUM BUFFET )

Personnels Involved:
Encik ( Warrant Khoo - The Power Story Teller ) Dun mistaken i liked to hear from him
Mel Mel (The Late Organiser)
Allan ( The Long Haired Accountant)
Ken Lim ( The Messenger )
Noel ( Prudential Agent )
Zijian ( Great Eastern Agent )
Myself ( The Sentosa Guy )
Darren ( Busy Businessman )
Yao Long ( Mr Saan )
Heng Xin ( Future RiceBowl Snatcher )
Lao Wang ( The Rare Guest That is Dying to Get Married haha )
Nicholas ( Hmm the slimmed down but face still very chubby de )
Yappie ( Present Rice Bowl Snatcher )

How it went: Well it happens that alot of the ppl are late... Haiz where is their discipline in timing man ... SAF din teach enough ah ... But Encik was also late so no chance to give us EXTRAs haha...
Then at last encik came and well slowly the ppl start to come... WAs expecting alot of ppl though but then some din come lah... Maybe it is tough to organise such outings cos have to really fix a timing whereby alot is free is hard boy...
Then Encik din eat much as usual de... Cos he love telling us his story... I like to hear them though cos i love hearing LIFE story...
i think i eat alot cos i was the one ordering the food and haha talk about diet...
but really must le... cos really very fat le... my tum tum is already round without eating food. DIE...
After the food everyone parted, a sad thing though cos well we know that the life in the past will not happen in our life again... at least to me...
The laughter, Sadness, the Suffering that we once had is just 2.5 yrs...
yes some might argue that life in SAF sucks... truth it sucks but then the companionship, the living together, the suffering, the laughter, between ourselves is totally priceless... And we are even blessed by having a good Encik such as WO Khoo tat protects us and taught us alot of things while in army, not just army stuff and life lessons... Though some of the story are damn bloody long... MY record with him is 5 hrs loh ... haha

- The Sentosa Boy -

After the lunch, i went to sentosa to collect my Islander card. Tat was the main purpose but then i always feel the beach is calling me. haha so i head to the beach to relax... Alone haha... was walking around the beach to and fro Palawan - Siloso - tanjong rhu beach... all i went...
Met up with edwin haha... so long never see liao still as cheerful ...
then went exploring the island alone with my headphone and shades haha
the lousy shade... want to get an Oakley leh but bo $$$ haha... but i will get IT !!!
I am like an alien, everywhere i go sure got ppl stare... mad sia haha...
cant a guy be alone walking at the beach... and i am not ogling at girls k...
Just to chill out and ease my mind...
and well i spent close to 5 hrs in sentosa alone...
then met with edwin for dinner ! nice of him to invite me ! Thanks
Ur phone i think i will get it from u but then can i ask lizhu to company me to go mod the casing ? haha !
Boy Am I Lonely haha... remind me of Mr Lonely haha...

Anyway another long blog but then as what i said u have no obligation to read if u dun want to... haha

LOST SHEEP

2005-06-04T01:52:00.000+08:00

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QP: My Big Boss Quote ! actually its his father !

2005-05-30T23:38:00.000+08:00

hmm lets review what i do today.
my new company server came in today so does the MFGPro consultant.
MFGPro is an ERP software.
My Server costs a whopping 35K haha... then the MFGPro software a whippinh 85K haha
then after that do saikang for my big boss go his place to fix up pc though he treat me lunchie cheap one though but then i and him quite friendly and well today learnt alot of life lesson from him today...

Start with His Father Quote:
Xin Zhen , Ren Zhi Rang Zhen ... in english meaning if one person heart is positive and good then he will be a good and positive person.

This i totally agree though i also told him that this, ppl will understand it but at a different stage of life, the experience will be different.
And only through this experience can one feel the true meaning of this quote.

Then we talked about his past, okie i very kaypo de i asked him.
he is one that start from scratch and well he sort of made a success in life now.
and he is one person that believes in mutual communication.
What a role model ...
but he told me one thing...
another quote:
At the top point of a tree, one is the loneliest...
i do agree about this point too cos if u are really successful, others see ur success and does not see ur suffering...
and that becos u are so successful, they tend to keep a distance between u...
hmm well that is very true...
then he told me having a positive attitude towards anything u do in life is very important and that know what u want and put a positive attitude to it...
that i agree boy ! but i dunno what i want now !!!
I need Enlightenment !!!

DP: Routine Life ???

2005-05-28T00:12:00.000+08:00

Hmm this week has been a short but well bored week again...
Lets see what have i been doing haha...
monday relax went out with hui ant and po po for KTV.
Hmmm after that Went to play tennis with shanqian and Kailing and her familiar cute couz... Katherine or Xiao hui...

Ant she is the yuting lookalike...

lets talk about monday the ktv first !
PO PO u impressed me !!! heehee really a easy going and dare to play girl !
the way u sing haha !!! POWER lah... next time we go concert together k ?
the song session was great, hmm though my singing sucks haha...
muz go more training le haha...

hmm the tennis session:
we do some playing of tennis
with shanqian playing with kailing and me playing with Kate.
maybe they are new so in the end i think kate feel pressured by me cos i keep on teaching her... though i am not very good myself haha...
but her stamina was like WOw... CAn u be my jogging buddy ??? heehee
Kailing as usual being her own self happy go lucky girl and 3000 haha the generous guy cos i have not pay u the money yet... paiseh
but doubt u got see my blog haha...

Kate was the same age but she already graduated from DA XUE le... haiz...
k stop talking about her or else kailing will gossip again ahha
when am i getting my degree...
Kailing is going for hers soon and shanqian is on his now...

and me still on my routine 8-6 job haha...
but boss is really damn nice... but then the prospects and challenge really not there but of course i am not tat skilled also... still need to mo lian mo lian.
apart from monday, the rest of the week will be like this :
730 wake up, 830 reach office, work till 6 then head home, then eat dinner then watch tv till 10 then online again. then 12 plus gaming till 3-4 then slept...
haha everyday sleep less than 7 hrs haha...
should i get something more useful to do online ?
i wish i can but no interest now leh...

Hmm sometime really feel so lonely that i want to break my promise of not having a gf... haha... though that promise can be quite easily broken ... cos me very easy fall in love de hahaha... but well lets us leave it to fate ba...

What is yours will be yours but of course some efforts is still needed...

PS: Again another boring blog... If u dun want to read, then suits u ba...
just do take care of urself and also the people around you !

QP: The AfterLife ...

2005-05-19T23:36:00.000+08:00

Hmm lets talk about the AFterlife after that drunk incident...
hmm apart from the monetary loss, i think i seriously gained alot this time...
i am not saying those common statements as in since i get so drunk before so next time i will control... i think this is abit crap lah though i will try not to let this thing happen again... cos it is very scary...

It is like at the point whereby i am so call sobered, life seems to be so normal...
U see everyone beside you, your friends and strangers of course...
then all of a sudden, u blackout... now that is horrible... it is like death striking upon u whereby u do not know what has happened... and well life is like that... everyone has to die...
Only when i was dragged out of the pub, then i saw the return of the lights...
it brings me back to this life... and well i am grateful about that...
just imagine i had a overdose of alcohol and die of internal bleeding ?
i might not even see this world anymore...

i would die of regrets cos seriously i feel that till now, 24 yrs of age i have not really find the meaning of life and just follow the common path of a normal human...
which is follow the path of birth, education,work, marry, family, old age , death...
of which many i have not yet to fulfill...
many of which that did i ever plan of ?
tat is why the sense of regrets and awakenness...

there is much more questions about life and its meaning...
but well how many tend to find out more unless they have seen death...
okie mine is not death but dead drunk...
it is not something that one should sympathises and pity...

but it is the darkness that brings me close towards something similar to death...
Pitch dark and Senseless world ...
a world where u cannot feel anything or yet know anything...
till now i feel so scared... cos i know i really dunno what i have done that very moment... the moment whereby my friends lost me and i was in a world of mine...
Anything could happen that very moment...
it is only when i was awakened and found by my friends that i feels so blessed...
cos i know it is only such feeling that can brings one to cherish what they have in life...

Anyway after this lesson, i have learnt that monetary matters does not really matters in life cos it can be just gone in a blizz once death have found u...
but regrets is one that u will see once u found back the lights...

Thanks ANT and HUI for finding ME !!! haha though u all lost me before haha...
Anyway sorry about that day about dirtying urs clothes and haha disgracing you all haha...

Lastly to all who got read my blog ba...
Cherish what u have and like what one of my Dear says... which is very true indeed after the incident... she is really simple minded which i think is very good...
U know who u are !!! And i am also grateful of what u have taught me...

here is her quote:
"Cherish each day and everyone beside u and treat it as though each day will be the last day of ur life..."
Dunno whether is it copy somewhere de but then it does not matter !
Life is something u cannot control but then u can try to make it simple by thinking simple...
Wealth is something one craves of ,cos the belief of wealth can bring u comfort.
but loved ones u cannot buy with money and alot of things more...
so how u live ur life on depends on urself, and whether to die with regrets will be due to ur actions...

HAHA wonder who will read this wor so bloody long... haha
TAke care ppl ! LIve Life to the Fullest ...
I am trying to find mine now !

SIGNED
LOST SHEEP

Sex Pay A Price ! Alcohol Make It Twice !

2005-05-15T02:24:00.000+08:00

Well it happen again !!!
3 times this year ! swee bo HP lost again and well this time only 2 months old de 6260 !
hmm i think muz listen to my mum words and stay indoor since i fan tai shui this year

anyway the lesson learntt is never get too drunk and follow a girl !
u never know what will happen the next thing !
till now i also dunno what happen...
except when i regain consciousness i was being dragged out of the bar.
Wow for the first time in my whole life... and i puked till my whole cloth was game over !
then i realise my hp is gone !

Was dead drunk last night after heading for DBL O 5th anniversary. Sorry guys that i din jio u all but then my friend ANT got the VIP tickets thus no need really queue so if ask u all then u all have to queue i also paiseh... anyway my retribution haha

haha just a post to complain and grumble about it !

u can just scold me and criticise me ... haiz...
i think my life is just being screwed up !!! haha...

Friends --- Life --- Future --- Simplicity ?

2005-05-01T23:20:00.000+08:00

Hmm very long never blog le wor. cos well busy and tired man...
anyway my blog like noone come visit de wor haha... maybe unpopular ba haha...
anyway life in office is good esp good collegues and boss lah as usual.
went to play badminton and bball with my BIG boss.. my direct boss is 24 xiao so go home and pei family.
hmm work is getting more busy and well boss say mid may start MRP liao haha... good will be super busy le haha.

met a few insurance and investment agent recently cos got to plan for the future man!

lets talk about the outing on sat ba.
went to sentosa with ant huiping and liming ! great weather but now is super painful haha cos suntan and sunburnt !
damn shiok to just go and lie down at the beach and suntan and relax the whole mind and sleep !
but hor fat le loh !!! damn it man ! united nations prospering alot le !
anyway thanks the girls for coming and making the outing a success haha
ur xi sheng is quite big loh heehee esp PI GU haha
too bad too hot and too little ppl loh !
hmm ppl can we have a good CLASS outing SOON > haha !
ANt did a lang man de thing on the beach haha got pic to prove but lazy to publish haha... but hor too bad lah .. Ant the girls never accepts haha... maybe should do it to a girl that u LOVE ? heheee
the girls bought a beach ball and well they din play with it wor haha ! abit waste of money though i know u all alot leh. so can sponsor me study ?
after that went to PI PI house for the girls want to bathe. and PI PI u really amazed me wor ! for ur room ethnics haha !
after that went to KTV which i think my voice cannot make it for singing and maybe i try to hard le haha...
went for chicken rice which is not bad and yes i ate the skin... :(
then went to ps for some window shopping ! cannot anyhow spend wor !
then pigu meet her darling haha ! then we head back home ! heehee
what a great outing for me at least to be talking cock and just be with friends for a day !
hope such outings can happen often !

DP: Sometimes Small Things Triggers U To Think What U Are Doing In Life !

2005-04-16T03:05:00.000+08:00

Ever wonder why u are born in this world ?
Ever wonder why your parents are ur parents ?
Ever wonder whether the Girl that U dream of is really the girl U Want ?
Ever wonder why u are poor and others are rich ?

Life is full of questions and the answer to be discover by urself.
Process of Discovering can be intrigue but then sometimes very harsh.
Small things can triggers ur emotional thoughts, ur thinking...
And that is the reflection point. everyone will have it depending on which stage u are.
for me now, i think i am facing it abit too harsh cos i suppose all guys ego want themselves to be successful and yet on the surface think they are able to DO IT but then deep inside, fear engulfs them... Swallowing each bit of confidence into shattering flaming piece of woods...
Then place a mirror towards a reflection of happiness in which others are seen lovey dovey and yet U urself believe that u cannot be able to support ur loved one if u dun earn enough ... perhaps such thinking is a MCP ego, but then seriously i wonder what kind of love can be so enduring in such Materialistiic world of Ours....
Most importantly, do all of us know how to love and know what is love all about ?
And love to me varies from all... parental love, friends, kins, relative...
i got a nice SHE mtv anyone wants can get from me.

Are We able to seek the balance in Life and find the truth meaning of Life ?
*Ponders.... and leaves...*

QP: An Imaginative World

2005-04-10T13:00:00.000+08:00

The World Is Full Of Pretences,
The World Is Full Of Past Tenses...
One Can See the Truth Of Reality,
But Always Put Themselves Into The World Of Deception...
One Can See The Cruelty Of Life,
But Cannot See The Harm They Causes To Other...
The World Is Full Of Gamblers,
One That Believes It Is Only Through Gambling That Enables Them To Achieve What They Wants...
But One Does Not Really See What They Really Wants In This Bloody World...
If U Can Do The One Thing U In Ur Whole Life Dy To Do, Will U Do IT ?
Or U Will Have To Consider Other Factors ?
We Are Sometimes Living In An Imaginative World Of Ours...
A World We Seek To Fill Our Emptiness,
And Hide Our Sufferings And Loneliness...
But Often We Realise That The Cause Of Such,
Is We OurSelves That Beseech To Our Own Very Self.
Cos Our Life Is Built In This Imaginative World Of Our Own Creation......

DP: FAT FAT FAT !!!

2005-04-04T22:20:00.000+08:00

Hmm hope missing from blog for awhile...
well customising to my new job and YEAH one week le...
but well lets just say TIRED man ...
not becos too much work but becos acting is tough...

not i SHENG ZAI FU ZHONG BU ZHI FU...
is just that if u are in my position now u will not like it...
Fengshui bu hao, then cold haha...
well my seat is in the middle of the office, then all my boss office all around me.
then on top of me is a power aircon.... super cold sia...
then worse of all, i dun have much thingto do loh... Yawnz man then security wise i am in charge lah... but then in the middle of the office how to breach the security and on MSN and surf net wor... I cannot even access yahoo mail or msn mail loh haha...eh SMS and Phone chatting also monitored haha...
then i have to act busy as if i got things to do...
but heng my boss is a nice guy but perhaps only one week so not yet see his power yet. but till now he is still nice ba...

POOR POOR POOR cos 2 dicky won my money over mahjong haha... and caused me to doze off on last friday haha... and Friday night again win my money ! hahaha...
think FAN TAI SUI really cannot gamble this year....
All i wish is TIO TOTO nia haha... so the rest lose nvm ba haha... LET ME TIO ONE BIG BIG one can le...

Saturday slept till evening... sunday went to ECP again to cycle but this time with my KT friends, had a great time but they too say i FAT le haiz.... but when returning home to meet my lil bro for family dinner, ANt smses me telling me bad news...

Eh PI GU condolences to you k... and well i hope u can understand that this year i really cannot go funerals ba... sorry... u know i not that superstitious but then this year really happen alot of things le... sorry sorry...

Well I hope everyone will be healthy and stay happy k... cos i suppose this is what life is all about... The feeling of being friends,buddies, lover,parents... the feeling of having known someone will be there for u and that u can share ur happiness or woes with. !
Take Care...

DP: Signature Pls

2005-03-24T00:27:00.000+08:00

Hmm, this morning went out to my new office to sign my Appt letter with the coy Eltra. Pay set as 1.5k. 3months probation wor...
hmm the ppl seems friendly there ba and well the IT manager likes me lolz...
after that went to meet my friends poly friend mr LIN but he put me airplane loh !
then heng my army buddies more steady, we went for lunchie together and EDwin got his things to buy and well Sorry Natty ah... if u got come to my blog cos i force u to eat the LJS. then go walk walk then edwin suggest the Swensens 3 bucks sundae haha ! shiok long time never eat swensens but before that went to play billard and well edwin as usual the ZHUN KA !
was irritated by the person that took over me cos he keep on calling me to ask about trivial matters ... till natty sort of speak loudly haha... and i think he heard it loh natty haha... but realy irritating plus that stupid HOD... dunno what is her big problem... dunno what is software inventory check is it ? want to keep here keep there, keep in her KA CHING better lah ...
haha this post abit grumble... haha...
anyway after that edwin suggest watching shutter so we bought vcd and then went natty place to watch hahah... din know those 2 so timid haha... haha... dun beat me hor haha...
the show eh a typical horror movie loh not really scary leh... until the eye loh haha...

then went to meet my sec sch friends haha.. cos one of them going ROM le, then another one next year... jiu ming ah haha pressure me nia haha... cos i always alone de haha... Thanks Kelvin for Treating us !

anyway to meet old friends and well to be able to talk like olds days and reminicise the pasts is so heart warming... if only life can be such carefree and not so demanding ! or perhaps it is the person that makes it demanding ?

DP: Freedom And A New Beginning

2005-03-22T00:53:00.000+08:00

Hmm, today was quite a rush day for me wor...
cos it is my last day at school... finally...
funny dun feel very sad to leave wor guess i dun like tat place anyway haha...
hmm today start with me being late and well i dun care liao mah...
then go office do my handing over to the new TA haha... i dunno what to do also wor haha... i only know if i want i can be EVIL and just ask him sign for everything and i chao lang... but then well i see him so ke lian le... heng bu xia xin lai...

then my RE Lopes came then guided me loh as usual a nice person ... he teaches me alot man... The learning process is nice but then the environment wise not very conducisive. Anyway after i try to finish all my stuff it is already 4 haha could u imagine it... then i rush down to HP HQ at alexandra... then at that chat with sharon and jeanette who is both very nice person. Too bad no pics but dun over soon have le haha... Then rush back to Simei to meet my mum to buy phone haha....
but then we din manage to buy cos my uncle not free mah haha...

then met my uncle at 830 to go simei again and bought the phone le ! yeah !
nokia 6260... @ 348. quite a cheap price compared to the original promo price at 588.
it is a symbian phone can do alot of things ... hmm quite fun to play with ...
though i think got something wrong with the camera sia ... damn it !
hopefully it is not spoil loh !

anyway quite a nice day to begin with... haha... i decided to cut my hair soon... but haiz poor le wor... cannot go JB to buy games le...

DP: Hmm life is full of coincidence man...

2005-03-19T23:02:00.000+08:00

Today is a Sat and well my last meeting with HP man haha ! SONG sia haha...
early the morning went to the meeting for the new admin portal and well it sucks as usual... i go there for a purpose to meet up with my course mates during training.
Nothing much changes except 2 out of 7 quits liao haha which is me and marco haha !
We have left for greener pastures haha...

Then came a hectic day boy haha. here it goes
went to tiong bahru for lunch ahha realised becos i was late so i din draw cash haha.
then ate there with the guys man will miss them cos new office no more msn le ... haha wonder how to survive man !

then after lunch with to Creative with Joseph to start shopping !
hmm nothing much though the star buy queue already got more than 30 ppl liao haha
TRUE SINGAPOREANs man haha.... Bought 1 White Headphone and one Black Earphone cos mine all spoilt le sian 1/2...

Then went to SLS for my update of my stats for my new COMP which i am saving now for.
AMD 64 Bits... 3 GHz, 512 ddr400, 120gb hdd, MSI 6600gt 128, Audigy 4, benq 16X dvdRW,Cooler master casing, Samsung 710n LCD monitor, Logitech MX400, Creative megaworks or just an inspire 6.1 can le hmm well the total price a cool 2k ba haha... madness man... what a rig man

then after collecting went to water loo street cos joseph wanted to buy some stuff for his uni cycle... then shit inspire me to get a new bike but there was this bike super nice... the frame, the fork, the suspension... and the owner says it cause a cool 5K man... wow haha ....BeDazzled...

After that went to Bugis do some shopping and see mei nu... heeehee
then met up with my poly mates 3000 and JZ haha... for our favourite hobby BUFFET or BU FEI but it was damn wrong... hmm met someone wor haha super coincidence haha like tat also can meet ah pi gu. this is the place most unlikely to see u cos u dun eat so much de cos u scare FAT haha... Anyway was suprised to see u. So You Yuan sia !
went TM to shop man then while returning met my sec sch friend XIuli, and she commented that WO FA FU le ... die damn it ! Muz start exercise le... and well she is now a financial adviser and yes u guessed correct le Prudential...
One thing surprises me is that all my prudential female' card all the name all start with J and my name also start with J.... So qiao again man !

then at last WO kan yuan hui jia....

DP: I Really Did Such Thing !

2005-03-17T23:41:00.000+08:00

hmm Anyway DP = Daily Post...
Cos some ppl say too chim le haha ... so well let them know what i have been doing loh... hmm QP = Quote Post by maybe myself or some famous quotes ba haha...

start from last week ba, went for our ADULT nicky 21st bday well bought an adult toy for him haha... YEs AN ADULT SEX TOY haha... boy boy... hmm hope it is of practical use wor haha... the party was like kinda of pathetic and needless to say, due to the absence of so many ppl lah ... haiz ... i will be quite sad if so little ppl come loh but well the party was sort of a small party so nvm ba ...

Monday - Wed = Working as usual ba just that got my understudy with me ba ... well still quite fun ba... i suppose leaving this place i will never regret but i do admit i really learnt alot from this job and well clearly understand the Working Society Dangers and PLOTs man ... Not Even the purest Form of environment will be spare loh ...Teachers themselves is full of plots and scheme ... haiz humans aint they pathetic creatures...

Wednesday Night- Met up with my TOK COCK buddy in 2SIB haha... NAT and Edwin...
Boy was that fun except my upset stomach but i dun regret going wor... Muz have more of this man ! esp when we are out of camp , everyone become so distant liao... Another Bad thing about humans, Bonding does not lasts but well hopefully friendship does no matter how long we have not meet or anything happens...

Ps: Edwin i almost 80% going to buy ur phone liao haha... but now trying to source for my lobang haha...

Thursday haha... I on MC sia haha well becos of what leh ? hmm becos frankly speaking i dun feel like going to work ? haha cos it sucks man and since got understudy le so might as well let him be independent for the day to prepare him for next week haha... but hor did really nothing at home leh ... cos no one to talk to leh ... hmm sometimes i feel so lonely wor but then dunno wat to do also haha

Well Perhaps to all my friends and friends to be, If u all want to meet up i will try to make time for u all de ! haha...

Fate ??? Anyone Believe It ?

2005-03-17T00:41:00.000+08:00

Hmm I sometimes wonder what makes life meaningful ?
Is it how the way u start ur life or the way u are renovating ur life ?
Can One Shape Ur Own Life ?
Or One Is Being Shaped ?

One Thing Which Is True, Fate Plays A Part No Matter What Time U Do...
No Matter When U start ... How U Start ... When It Ends.... Or How It Ends...
It Is Fate That Brings Ppl Of Different BackGrounds, Colour, Aims, Goals, Attitude
Together... And It Is Also Fate That Brings Ur Life To A New Phrase In Life...

Therefore I Hereby Thanks Everyone That Plays A Part In My Meagre Life In This World.
It Is Fate That Brings U And Me Together...

Life Is But A Dream, But One Muz Face Reality When Awake

2005-03-14T22:21:00.000+08:00

I wonder why does one came to a birth to this world...
Is all yet a dream to the parents and a vision to the child...
From which all will evolves throughout his/her entire life...
Sometimes Life just dun give u any reasons, perhaps a reason to Live ...
Life is Just a Dream, A Reality Dream, Once Awakened, One must realise Or Shall be Perished In A Venturing Darkness That Engulfs the Internal World Of one.

If Life Is A Dream, Then When will One Realise He/she is not Dreaming And Face To Reality...
That I suppose when He/she felt the physical Pain or the Mental Torment From Within...

Perhaps All is Yet Just Crap, Perhaps All Is Knowledge But How One Thinks And Acts
Perhaps Is a Moment Of FOlly , Yet Perhaps A Stroke Of Genius ?
Who Can Define, Who Can Decipher ?

But All Will Ends Just Like A Dream...

A Simple Life

2005-03-06T04:27:00.000+08:00

We Are Born In This World For A Purpose Which We Have To Identify And Discover By Ourselves.

Yet, Instead Of Discovering, We Make Our Life More Difficult By Making The Simple Thing Into A Complex Thing.

How Simple Can Life Be ? How Simple Can U Accept ? How Can U Define And Justify Simplicity ?